The paddle, the spoon, and I can rattle off any implement, but it’s the intention that stings. It’s the therapy of absolvement, paying the price for the thoughts and memories that go round and round your head, feeding the guilt that festers.
A spanking shocks the system and can purge those feelings, and with a loving hand it draws it out further, that no judgement is passed and this is for your own good, truly. Because the satisfaction that I get from it is that you will feel lighter after a good, firm round of measured beatings, knowing how it will be played out, being able to mentally prepare for each set of spankings.
Whether I deliver 5 or 50 beats with my bare hand or with a copy of Forbes Handbook, it ceases to matter once you are in a headspace of receiving penance for your wrongs, however great or small, however long ago, and whether or not you wish to share the details with me.
I remain a kind and understanding authoritarian, and the reason I pay such close attention to the number, speed, and severity is because I am committed to you going through something intense and coming out the other side feeling light, feeling freed of your burdens. Over my lap with your boxer briefs somewhere around your knees squirming on my body, your bottom getting ever more red, your cheeks blushing with pain and desire for more, you reach a state where rational thought and conscious cognition ceases to be. There is only anticipation for the next round of punishment/ therapy/ erotic embarrassment. I love watching the intellect dissolve and be replaced by the deep body experience of receiving corporal training. The body becomes so malleable once it’s warmed up.
I understand and am honoured by the responsibility that comes with caring for someone who is in a state of physical ecstasy and release from a firm, loving spanking, and I do not take it lightly. I take care of those who are willing to travel down into a deep place of letting go, whether by crop, cane, paddle, or my hand. The marks and bruises that follow are medals of endurance and dedication to the purge.